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Hi 🙈 

I’m Fen, an experienced pup who thrives on submission and service. I love the power dynamics of fully submitting, obeying, and following commands to make someone’s desires a reality. Generally, my rule is to try everything at least once 😉.

I primarily speak German and English and a bit of broken Dutch. I live in The Hague, Netherlands, and frequently attend events like Ready2Play, PuppyUnleashed, and more.

I’m also in an open relationship with my boyfriend, Pup Loki (@loki_kettu on Instagram).


Submission & Kinks

At my core, I love being owned, controlled, and trained to serve. I’m not bratty—I just follow commands and enjoy pleasing, and the main part I enjoy about kink is making someone else enjoy themselves.

I do have a few red lines: no permanent damage in visible areas (outside of T-shirt lines), no explicitly or extremely illegal things, and nothing involving non-consenting people or things (not counting CNC, of course). Some things like cutting, scat, etc. are only on the table with people I trust.

I’m into almost every kink, so listing everything is hard, but here’s what I enjoy most:

🐶 Pup Play (Omega Service Pup)
🔗 Bondage
🔒 Slave/Master & General BDSM + Service Submission
💦 Watersports (Anal & Oral)
Fisting (though it’s been a while)
CBT (I have decently big balls, so people really enjoy that)
🔥 Pain Play (Impact, Electro Shocks, Non-Lube Insertions, etc.)
🩸 Cutting (only once and quite a while ago)
💥 CNC & Rough Play (Face/Oral & General Abuse)
😶 Sensory Deprivation & Mask Play
🌫️ Breathplay (Want to explore more—just got a gas mask, which I also plan to mod with a flashlight 😜)
🔐 Chastity (Record is 31 days)
👃 Sniffing / Socks, etc.

And there’s always room to explore more. If there’s something specific you want to try, just ask.


Who I Am

🔥 Obedient, service-focused, and eager to follow commands
🙃 Not bratty—just here to serve and obey
📏 6’3” (191 cm), Blond, Average Build, 24 y/o
💬 90% Passive but adaptable to what’s needed
Safe sex? Needs discussion.


Gear & Toys

I love customizing and collecting gear to enhance my experiences. Some of the main things I own:

🐶 Puppy Play Gear: Hoods, Harness, Oxballs L Buttplug Tail, Grey Handkerchief, LED Display Collar, Neoprene Collar & Leash, Mittens
😷 S10 Gasmask (Planning to add a flashlight!)
Electro Play: 1 Remote-Controlled Shock Collar, 1 Remote-Controlled Shock Buttplug
💦 Watersports Gear: Catheter to Buttplug & Mouth Plug, Funnel Mask
🔗 BDSM Gear: Mouth Mask, Bed Fastening System, Paddle, Bone Gag, Ball Gag
🍆 Dildos: 80cm Depth Training Anal Snake, Fuck Wand, 2 Medium-Size Dildos, 1 Big-Size Trainer Dildo, Speculum
💧 Lubricants & Extras: Various Lubes, Stimulation Gels, Poppers, and Pop Rocks
🌊 Neoprene Wetsuit (Not great but does the job)
🛍️ Just Ordered: Some outfit pieces, a fleshlight, and gas mask fittings

And there’s more I’m too lazy to list, but I’ll upload pictures of everything soon.


Do’s & Don’ts at Events

If you see me at events like Ready2Play, PuppyUnleashed, etc., here’s what’s okay and what’s not:

DO: Push me, bite me etc. when you see me—it’s totally fine.
DO: Come up and say hi, chat, or ask about gear.
DO: Respect my submission boundaries if you want to interact.

DON’T: Assume I’m open for play without consent.
DON’T: Cross personal boundaries, especially outside kink spaces.
DON’T: Mess with gear without asking.


BDSM Test Results

Masochist
100%
Primal (Prey)
100%
Rope bunny
100%
Pet
100%
Submissive
100%
Slave
100%
Experimentalist
96%
Non-monogamist
81%
Switch
74%
Primal (Hunter)
57%
Dominant
55%
Exhibitionist
36%
Voyeur
29%
Owner
24%
Rigger
20%
Sadist
Brat tamer
8%
Master/Mistress
Master/Mistress
Daddy/Mommy
Brat
Ageplayer
Boy/Girl
Vanilla

 

What’s Next?

Right now, I’m:

🐾 Looking for new experiences & connections
🔎 Exploring deeper dynamics of service and control

If you’ve read this far—you probably already know what I’m about.
I hope to serve you soon. 😉


Final Disclaimer

This page is a work in progress—just like me. More updates, pictures, and details coming soon.


Bonus: The Tech Side of Things

While my submission and service define me, I also love building, hacking, and creating tech-enhanced BDSM gear. Some of my recent projects include:

🔧 3D-Printed Harnesses with RGB & Matrix Panels
📡 Remotely Controlled Devices & Wireless Play Tech
💡 Experimenting with LED and Smart Gear Integration

I love combining tech and kink, and I’m always working on something new.


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