The Hague, Netherlands

Hi, I'm Fen

A loyal, clumsy golden retriever who just wants to make people happy and feel good. I thrive on submission, service, and following commands.

My rule is to try everything at least once. You never know what you're into.

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Pup Sub Service Bottom Omega Masochist Aquarius Introvert
Outside Kink
Clumsy
Techy
Shy
Inside Kink
Obedient
Playful
Horny
3
Forever a pup
192cm
6'3"
Sub
Service Pup
Open Relationship
Pup Kura
Pup Card
Fen pup hood sticker
Breed
Golden Retriever (grey, white, blueish holographic)
Pack Role
Omega
The bottom of the pack, here to serve and please everyone above me. Think of me as the shoe on the gum. I'm happy serving anyone and being there to please.
Name Origin
Originally "Fendryr," given to me by Kura. The person at the door of my first Puppy Unleashed couldn't spell it out, so I just shouted "Fen" and it stuck. I actually quite like it.
Headspace
Calm, shy, and obedient. I don't make many sounds except the occasional bark. I like being on all fours, following commands, and getting bitten. I become a bit stupid and even more clumsy than usual.
What gets me into pup space
Being pushed to my knees Playing with another pup Being called a good boy Wearing my hood

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Role
Sub / Service Pup
Position
90% Passive
Languages
German, English, some Dutch
Love Language
Acts of Service & Touch
Events
Darklands, Folsom, R2P, PU
Schedule
Night Creature

I'm in an open relationship with my boyfriend, Pup Kura. I primarily speak German and English and a bit of broken Dutch. I don't drink due to medication, which can make socializing a bit tricky sometimes, but it doesn't stop me from having fun.

I'm really shy at events and I struggle with smalltalk, so I often don't get to speak to people. I'm also terrible at realizing when someone is flirting with me, so you'll probably need to be very direct. But please, please feel free to approach me, talk to me, push me to my knees, or whatever you feel like doing. I'd genuinely love to meet new people.

What makes me feel safe is being hugged, knowing someone actually listens, and being able to shut off my brain and just do something for someone else. That's when I'm most at peace.

🍵 Tea lover & coffee survivor 🧋 Bubble tea addict 🥯 Dim Sum & Bao 🎮 Cities Skylines 🎲 Board games 🚴 Cycling 🌍 Traveling & Nature 💻 AI Projects Fav color: Turquoise Working on: Social skills

Submission & Kinks

At my core, I love being owned, controlled, and trained to serve.

None of this is ever required. I'm also perfectly happy with vanilla stuff, cuddles, or just hanging out. The most important thing to me is that you feel good and comfortable first. This list is just here so you know what I'm open to, not what I expect. Please don't feel put off.

I'm not bratty. I just follow commands and enjoy pleasing. The main part I enjoy about kink is making someone else enjoy themselves. My deepest desire is to be useful, to be an object that gets used and passed around.

On Pain
I have a pretty high pain tolerance and I don't necessarily enjoy pain itself. But I really enjoy suffering through something for someone else and seeing them enjoy themselves because of it. Looking into someone's eyes, especially a sadist's, and seeing them light up while they're inflicting pain on me, that's the thing.
Red lines

No permanent damage in visible areas (outside of T-shirt lines), no explicitly or extremely illegal things, and nothing involving non-consenting people or things (not counting CNC). Some things like cutting, scat, etc. are only on the table with people I trust.

At a glance
Pup Play Omega Service Pup
Bondage
Slave/Master & BDSM Service Submission
Watersports Anal & Oral
Fisting
CBT
Pain Play Impact, Electro, etc.
CNC & Rough Play
Sensory Deprivation Mask Play
Breathplay Gas Mask
Chastity Record: 31 days
Sniffing / Socks

This is just what I'm comfortable sharing here. I have plenty more kinks, some more extreme, that I'd rather talk about in person. If there's something specific you want to try, just ask.

The full map

Every yes, mapped

Colour is the whole language here. Turquoise means I'm into it, and it cools through violet and gold to the few soft limits. Two dots means it depends on the side I'm on.

Into it Like Curious Ask first Limit
S SelfP PartnerG Giving R ReceivingD Dominant A Aggressor / ActorT Target / Subject

Bodies

67
Skinny
Chubby
Small breasts
Large breasts
Small cocks
Large cocks

Clothing

73
Clothed sex
S P
Lingerie
S P
Stockings
S P
Heels
S P
Leather
S P
Latex
S P
Uniform / costume
S P
Cross-dressing
S P

Groupings

75
You and 1 male
You and 1 female
You and MtF trans
You and FtM trans
You and 1 male, 1 female
You and 2 males
You and 2 females
Orgy

General

89
Romance / Affection
G R
Handjob / fingering
G R
Blowjob
G R
Deep throat
G R
Swallowing
G R
Facials
G R
Cunnilingus
G R
Face-sitting
G R
Edging
G R

Ass Play

80
Anal toys
G R
Anal sex, pegging
G R
Rimming
G R
Double penetration
G R
Anal fisting
G R

Restrictive

86
Gag
S P
Collar
S P
Leash
S P
Chastity
S P
Bondage (Light)
S P
Bondage (Heavy)
S P
Encasement
S P

Toys

75
Dildos
S P
Plugs
S P
Vibrators
S P
Sounding
S P

Domination

77
Dominant / Submissive
D S
Domestic servitude
D S
Slavery
D S
Pet play
D S
DD/lg, MD/lb
D S
Discipline
D S
Begging
D S
Forced orgasm
D S
Orgasm control
D S
Orgasm denial
D S
Power exchange
D S

No Consent

50
Non-con / rape
A T
Blackmail / coercion
A T
Kidnapping
A T
Drugs / alcohol
A T
Sleep play
A T

Taboo

25
Incest
Ageplay
Interracial / Raceplay
Bestiality
Necrophilia
Cheating
Exhibitionism
Voyeurism

Touch & Stimulation

92
Cock worship
A S
Ass worship
A S
Foot play
A S
Tickling
A S
Sensation play
A S
Electro stimulation
A S

Surrealism

45
Futanari
S P
Furry
S P
Vore
S P
Transformation
S P
Tentacles
S P
Monster or Alien
S P

Fluids

50
Blood
Watersports
Scat
Lactation
Diapers
Cum play

Degradation

83
Glory hole
G R
Name calling
G R
Humiliation
G R

Misc. Fetish

64
Fisting
G R
Gangbang
G R
Breath play
G R
Impregnation
G R
Pregnancy
G R
Feminization
G R
Cuckold / Cuckquean
G R

Pain

96
Light pain
G R
Heavy pain
G R
Nipple clamps
G R
Clothes pins
G R
Caning
G R
Flogging
G R
Beating
G R
Spanking
G R
Cock slapping
G R
Cock torture
G R
Hot Wax
G R
Scratching
G R
Biting
G R
Cutting
G R

SexValues

Results from the SexValues test

Masculine Attraction: Masculine Feminine
0%
Hyper Sex Drive: High Hypo
0%
Dominant Dominance: Submissive Submissive
0%
Deviant Deviance: Deviant Pure
0%
Affection Affection: Hedonist Hedonism
0%

BDSM Test Results

The numbers speak for themselves

Masochist 0%
Primal (Prey) 0%
Rope Bunny 0%
Pet 0%
Submissive 0%
Slave 0%
Experimentalist 0%
Non-monogamist 0%
Switch 0%
Primal (Hunter) 0%
Dominant 0%
Exhibitionist 0%
Voyeur 0%
Owner 0%
Rigger 0%
Sadist 0%
Brat Tamer 0%

Gear & Toys

I love customizing and collecting gear to enhance my experiences

Puppy Play Gear

HoodsHarnessOxballs L Buttplug TailGrey HandkerchiefLED Display CollarNeoprene Collar & LeashMittens

Gas Masks

S10 Gas MaskPlanning to add a flashlight mod

Electro Play

1 Remote-Controlled Shock Collar1 Remote-Controlled Shock Buttplug

Watersports Gear

Catheter to Buttplug & Mouth PlugFunnel Mask

BDSM Gear

Mouth MaskBed Fastening SystemPaddleBone GagBall Gag

Dildos

80cm Depth Training Anal SnakeFuck Wand2 Medium-Size Dildos1 Big-Size Trainer DildoSpeculum

Lubricants & Extras

Various LubesStimulation GelsPoppersPop Rocks

Other

Neoprene WetsuitSome outfit piecesFleshlightGas mask fittings

And there's more I'm too lazy to list...

Events & Community

Where you can find me and how to approach me

Darklands Folsom Europe Ready2Play PuppyUnleashed Discodip Awoostria Furgroove Always looking for more
First event

It was Puppy Unleashed in Amsterdam and it was absolutely wild. It felt like I stepped into a whole new world, discovered a way deeper part of myself, and realized there was this entire community of people just like me.

Favorite event

Folsom Europe. I love that stuff is spread around the city so you also get to explore Berlin. Every day can have a completely different vibe and you can choose exactly what you want to do.

What I wish people knew

How incredibly nice and welcoming this community is. It's such an amazing space that's really open, even to people who don't want to make it just about sex. There's so much more to it.

Do's

  • Push me, bite me, shove me around. It's totally fine, I love it.
  • Come up and say hi. I'm shy but I genuinely want to talk to you.
  • Be direct. I will not pick up on hints. At all.

Don'ts

  • Assume I'm open for play without asking first
  • Cross personal boundaries, especially outside kink spaces
  • Mess with gear without asking

The Furry Side

Yes, I'm a furry too. Surprise!

Fursona
Fen's Fursona - Grey golden retriever with blue eyes, art by Pup Kura
Species
Golden Retriever
Colors
Grey, White, Blueish Holographic
Art by
Pup Kura
Furry Events
Awoostria Furgroove

What's Next?

Looking for new experiences and connections

Exploring deeper dynamics of service and control

Getting better at talking to humans (work in progress)

If you've read this far, you probably already know what I'm about.
I hope to serve you soon.

The Tech Side of Things

While my submission and service define me, I'm also a massive nerd who loves building, hacking, and creating tech-enhanced BDSM gear. 3D-printed harnesses with RGB and matrix panels, remotely controlled devices, wireless play tech, AI experiments, and way too many late-night tinkering sessions.

Check out my projects

Spicy Gallery

Want to see more? Ask me for a one-time access code.

This page is a work in progress. Just like me.

Fen is at Darklands!
Check out the live schedule, gear map & control panel
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