you came over, hi hi
Hi, I'm Fen
You just met me at the con, or you're about to. I usually freeze up and forget how to talk, so I made you a card instead. Tap it, boop me, watch it shimmer. That's basically the whole point of this page.
boops from my con badge land here too
just met me? say hi on Telegram
straight to the con badge
Ping me on my badge
I'm wearing a little LED badge at Awoo right now. Boop it from here, leave a note, or drop a photo and it pops up on the screen on my chest. All live, no login, no app.
leave your mark
The Wall
Met me, or just here saying hi? Pin a polaroid or leave a paw. No code, no login, everyone's welcome. It fills up over the weekend into a little souvenir.
the basics
Who's this puppy
I'm a golden retriever, grey and white with a blue holographic sheen and big blue eyes. Around 192cm of soft, huggable, slightly too tall teddy.
He, him, it, all fine. I'm three in sona years and probably always will be. Very submissive, a hopeless people pleaser, shy to the point of stuttering, and clumsy enough to trip over flat floor. I speak seven languages, all of them a little badly.
German and Austrian, living in The Hague. My boyfriend is Kura, my actual boyfriend, not my handler. Off the leash I shoot street style photography, get far too into electronic music and Jorja Smith, and dance badly but very happily.
FEN
// good boy
the honest bit
What I'm into, and where the line is
None of this is ever required. I'm just as happy with cuddles, something vanilla, or standing quietly next to you not saying much. This is here so you know what I'm open to, not so you expect any of it. The most important thing is that you feel good and comfortable first.
Into it
Curious
Where the line is
- Nothing illegal, ever
- No marks a t-shirt cannot hide
- No non-consenting people, CNC aside
- Hard no: incest, ageplay, raceplay, animals
- The heavy stuff only with people I trust
There's more, some of it heavier, that I'd rather talk about in person. If there's something you want to try, just ask. I'm not bratty, I just like to please.
how to find me
Spotting a Fen in the wild
I'm the very tall, very quiet one hovering near the edge of the room. Look for a grey, white and blue holographic pup hood, an LED display collar and a grey hankie. In full kit there's a harness and a tail too. I won't come over first. I'll just be there, hoping you do.
please do say hi
How to approach a shy pup
I'm really shy at events and I'm terrible at noticing when someone's flirting with me, so you'll probably need to be very direct. But please, please come say hi anyway. I would genuinely love to meet you.
- Come over first. I almost never will, even when I want to.
- Be direct. I will not catch a single hint, at all.
- Push me around a bit if you like. It's fine, I like it.
- A hug makes me feel safe faster than anything else.
the photo wall
More of the pup
A few real ones. Cons, gear, the occasional good hair day. More get added as I go.
behind the lens
I'll take your photo, free
Off the leash I'm a street style photographer. If you want portraits at Awoo, in a suit, in gear, or just as you, I'll happily shoot them and send them over. Always free. I'm shy about offering, so please just ask me.
Want photos of you at Awoo?
Suit, gear, portraits, whatever you like. Always free. Message me, I'm shy, but I always say yes.
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